Christmas and New Year with my family

for the past years, i always had been the one that always begs to go out during the christmas.
this year, my parents are surprised that i did not have any plans at all.
if i say that i dont feel like going out, i'm lying.
of course i want to be invited to parties and stuff.
but this year on the good side i got to spend the days with my family.
on New Year eve i was sleeping between my mum and my dad.
it gave me a tingling feeling when i thought of how many years more i can stay like them with them.
my dad have lots of minor sickness that he does not want to tend to.
he said that he do not trust the doctors.
as for my mum, even though she looks healthy,
she's always telling me that her heart hurts,
sometimes, i mean recently i always wonder what would happen to me if they are not around anymore.
when i see my younger sibling talking back to them,
i would always get angered up.
do my parents need to wait for them to reach my age to be patient and understanding?
will they even change when they are at my age?
thinking about those stuff.
i support on beatings when discipline is needed.

when i was helping out at my dad's store,
there was this guy who came in ask ask for stuff
customer: i wan xyz
worker : (brought 2, one is white and one is black)
customer : you XXX. i ask you to bring xyz why u bring 2 colors. i want white xyz
worker: (brought 2 white xyz)
customer : how much?
worker 2: ## (more expensive)
customer : you XXX why u bring me the expensive one
etc...
this goes on the entire time using all kinds of XXX.
i think that this kind of idiot dont treat workers as human
just because the worker is from Bangladesh, does he mean than he's not human?
freaking idiotic.
if the store is run by me, i swear i would rather not sell stuff to someone who insult my workers.

p/s: bored : play with me