woke up late today at 8:30
i had an appointment at the gym at 9
usually i wake up at 7:30 and will be there before 8
today it was raining really heavily
the person did not come and his phone cant be connected.
what a shyt.
but at least i just did what i know and work it out.
yesterday incident still left me dizzy
i almost walk into the opposite side escalator.
my brain is not functioning that well
instead my body memory is doing the work
was really tired of everything
after im back, i played Sims 2 to liven up my mood.
but was really tiring that i slept till now.
i think that he's selfish to make me do what i can
but i wanna stop this once and for all,
ive been staying this way because my feelings still linger around
i believe that i only can sincerely treat people that i want to care,
if i dont like a person, i wun give a dam,
even if i layn them, maybe for a short period.
i think that this kind of clean cuts make me get myself together
like i say, i only invest on those i think will benefit me.
(benefit dont mean materialistic here, it means smth related to feelings)
my principle that i always believe
"give and take"
if you dont agree with my principle.. you already know it.
ive been "investing" because my "stock" seem like it has hope,
which ends up hope to make me hold on.
there's many more stock around,
why should i hold on.
even though i have been loyal to one for a long period,
why should i stay,
even if it dont profit me , maybe i will stay
but its declining and now it's even sucking my heart out.
what should i do?
stay or go.
i ASK u, if u were me,
even it's heartbreaking or sayang to let go,
would you start anew if you were me.
would you?
i already know, you WILL!
the end-
p/s: you selfish shyt, i hate you!
maybe you think you did nth wrong, from my view.. but i said what i said.
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