someone said to me
" can you just not respond instead of your fake laughs"
my mum brought this up before saying that people who dont know me well enough might think that i'm just emtertaining them by having the fake laughs.
let me clarify this..
somehow i'm not a person who is really confident and without realizing..
i do make those sound effects or fake laughs like "wahaha or muahahha" out randomly..
usually it's because i'm nervous or the conversation is going awkward.
When i'm talking, MOST of the time i'm responding sincerely and when i dont feel like talking, i wont talk at all..
so.. if i somehow offended you, i'm sorry..
i do wonder if i should change this part of me..
but most of the time i dont even realize that i'm doing it until it happens..
so before i get rid of this bad habit, please do understand i do not have the intention to brush you off with my fake laughs. T_T
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hehe..
it's surprising that how much "time" can prove to me about the questions i have around me.
one of the stuffs that i kept clinging to, i realize it's not worth it..
so i'm kinda letting that go..
so one complicated matter is off my list for now..
(X)
muahahha...
p/s: i try not to hate people, but only hate the way they do stuff..
sometimes when i feel like shit, drawing my eyes helps a lot ^^V
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