a Dream

me and him was at a big stadium..
our marriage was a big thing..
we were standing at the highest spot..
there were lots of camera and video filming..
(although i don't know why i'm getting married at such a big place and why there's even so many cameras)
that time i was walking nervously to and fro because it's near the time to give a speech..
he was calm and was looking at me..
the paper that i was holding had about 5 sentences..
i keep repeating it..
when it was time to give the speech,
i screwed up my first sentence..
then he butt in and continued for me..
then i felt more relax and i continue what i suppose to say..
but i gone blank again..
then he helped me again by starting the sentence by saying
he: do you know what i like
me: you always follow what i like..
he: "a cute glare"
me: oh oh sorry, i mean u already like the stuff i like.. HAHA..
(i remember that bah-kut-teh was even mentioned here.. funny)
girl: (suddenly butt in: i can't remember what she was talking about anyway)
(the casual speech continues)
then his mum was piss because the girl butt in from nowhere..
(i don't know why the girl was with us but from the situation i think she was my bridesmaid)
then towards the end we were in some kind of big bus..
me and him sat at the last spot and the girl was beside him talking to us..
i stood up and walk forward to my aunt playing with her baby..
but her husband beside was sleepy and grumpy so left.
as i was walking to the back the bus was at a stop motion.
then as i was walking i saw the girl bending her head over kissing him.
the bus suddenly jerks forward.
and i fall backward..
during the fall i saw the kiss and it was like matrix in my dream..
and right before i fall i woke up..
my first reaction was !@#$%
2nd : haha i get cheated, maybe it's a warning..
3rd: i got a mix feeling, sad from betrayal and frustrated beccause it's him..

p/s: sleepy