naive

most of you people know i get excited easily and believe almost everything..
i was happy that you told me you did it because of me..
then when i was happily sharing the news with someone..
she said: isn't it because he did it because of her too?
so the situation is like hitting 2 birds with one stone..

it must been so easy for you to make me happy..
is not that being happy is not a good thing..
conclusion is: i felt cheated ;)
don't say that it is for me or it's because of me..
you and your frigging sweet talk..
this make me start being suspicious about what you tell me and hard to trust you.
it's embarrassing for me to over think because this is not the first time..
but i can't help it...

p/s: it's tiring to go through the process over and over again.. goddammit..